S. of the C.B. Variety

From my bloggy blog.
If he ever sees this, my commercial caffeine habits are royally screwed over.

Oh! Blessed is the unchanced encounter!
Thoughtness drops as you casually drop
my name. And I intercept it
before it falls into the hellish flames
roughly seven years between us.
(while it still tastes like honey-soaked nervous sweat;
thin layer; on my sensory nose-nerves)

I lean against the counter, ever-nonchalant,
as you fashion my life-thread nectar -
you flip the levers – noon-after-noon.
It’s cute when you pretend to take down my name, and
two shots – click, click -
like I haven’t yet branded it on your register screen.

Then! Shot of sunshine:
The image of your half shy-grin, faux-chagrin,
incinerates a quick-burning imprint in my detached eye.
But like the flame licks the fraying cloth,
it only consolidates after melting
my head – and heart’s – workings.
Your sly affection snapshot-stops
the unraveling of my affected.

Solipsis, mmm,
you release a laughter normal with the bath-of-glow,
and you ask if we’ve already spoken of your band
and your new demos.
Ha! Even if we did, I’d bring it up again
if only to see your smokes-green eyes droop
in coincidence with your alternating softspoken/confident,
casually succinct diction.

I avert my smoke-screen eyes as best I can
as I leave. In case you realize my age.
So at the table outside, I sit,
replaying in my blushing pride,
that charitable time of day,
as you eye me through glass encasing.

Whatever! I am the flea on a starving dog,
itching to be
your left hand’s one resilient freckle.
(If I may assume you have one.)



© NIZ